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Thursday, September 11th, 2008
Where were you?
Today is September 11th, 2008. Seven years ago our country was attacked. Without a doubt most of you can remember exactly where you were and what you were doing when you found out what had happened.
Time stood still.
So, where were you and what reminds you of that moment?
As for me, I was at my shop desk at work. Someone told us to turn on the TV and we got one working just as news of the second plane hitting the towers had come in. Silence. No one had words. We found out later about the Pentagon and the flight that went down in a Pennsylvania field.
Where were you?
Today is September 11th, 2008. Seven years ago our country was attacked. Without a doubt most of you can remember exactly where you were and what you were doing when you found out what had happened.
Time stood still.
So, where were you and what reminds you of that moment?
As for me, I was at my shop desk at work. Someone told us to turn on the TV and we got one working just as news of the second plane hitting the towers had come in. Silence. No one had words. We found out later about the Pentagon and the flight that went down in a Pennsylvania field.
I am thinking about all of the families that lost their loved ones.
At one point, they said that there were still some planes unaccounted for. I remember that time being particularly scary, 'cause it seemed like other attacks were imminent. Then at some point the towers fell, and that was just plain surreal.
I've never felt so 'American' as I did in the weeks that followed. I created a poster of signs that local companies had put up in support of America, and I had 1000 of them printed. I donated the profits to Red Cross. I really wanted to get in my car and drive to New York. My friend Jennifer was down with that, but we bailed at the last minute.
Anyway, that was a crazy time for sure. Good blog.
We had a training session going on and they brought in a TV so we could watch after the first plane hit. Fortunately, I was able to hitch a ride back to Cleveland with someone else in the class and was able to secure my own rental car there.
He didn't know what to do so he went to work. We talked during his commute and were on the phone when the first tower fell. I told him and he thought I was mistaken, but then someone else on the el announced it to the commuters in his car. He got to work, only to be sent back home...and I sat in our front window, staring at the Sears Tower, wondering if that would be a target as well.
I wasn't working at the time and spent the next 4 days glued to the TV. I finally made myself leave our apartment, it just wasn't healthy. I bought some red, white and blue ribbons and tied them on every light post and tree trunk on our block. I also spent a lot of time tracking down my friends who lived in New York City, making sure they were ok--they all were. My brother and Dad lost several friends that day.
Amazing that it was 7 years ago. In so many ways it feels like it just happened.
The image of people jumping out of the towers is so horrifying that it will likely stay with me for the rest of my life.
After the photo was over we went back into the school. By this time is my my newspaper/journalism period (class) and teachers were buzzing about the plane that had hit. So my teacher, Mrs. Pletcher, turned on the TV - about 10 minutes later the 2nd plane hit. It was awful. Then news broke about the plane that crashed in Sommerset, PA - where Miss Pletcher's family lives and she grew up. Turns out, pieces of the crash made it into her family's land. At that point it hit a lot closer to home. (Not that we weren't all in a daze already.)
My sister was at school in NY at the time - luckily she went to school on Long Island and wasn't in the city that day. And calling someone was futile because all of the phone lines were tied up -- all day.
All I can remember from that day is the shock and horror of watching those people jump out of the buildings. To think that's the better of the two options. (Each teacher left the TVs on pretty much all day, so we saw everything happen.)
At the time I was dating a guy in the military, so I started thinking about that too - about all the men and women we're going to lose fighting this new war that would happen. Everyone was so somber - like in a trance as we shuffled from class to class.
Today when I passed Walter Reed on my way to work, there was a very long line to get in. I never would have imagined back then that this "war" would still be going on today.
It's also obvious that many people in the District took off or were given the day off from work. For remembrance. I remember those stickers everyone had that said "never forget" when this all first happened - but I think we never needed a reminder: We'll never forget.
I remember all planes being grounded and sitting outside and noticing the planes being eerily absent. You don't realize you notice them until they aren't there. I remember being glued to the TV too until I would have to turn it off in exhaustion and anguish over it all. I remember my friends (and neighbors thankfully) and I would keep gathering and being together to feel some sense of order and normalcy and closeness.
I think I tended to feel more alone and needing company than I normally feel. It was very surreal and hard to accept even with the graphic images before us.
Everyone on campus was very somber as I walked to work (Montana State University library). When I arrived there were several frantic people using the public computers to get any sort of information about the flights...they had family scheduled to fly that morning.
What a sad day.
I kept the television in my classroom on all day. First period I was telling the class about their homework when I looked around and realized that not one person was looking at me. All eyes were on the television as the second tower collapsed. That's the last time that day that I worried about school work.
I echo what Dave said. It was very scary that day to know there might be more planes up there which weren't accounted for. We didn't know what was going on. The idea that our country could be invaded in such a way was unbelievable. I still get nervous when a plane goes overhead. No, we will never forget. My heart goes out today to all the victims.
And after all the blame games and endless commentaries that we listened to for years afterward, I really liked how Colin Powell explained it: "We never had a sense of how determined they were to strike us in this way."
I had a friend teaching at the local high school who came from Puerto Rico. She was terrified, simply because she was so far away from her family. She slept on my futon with me for an entire week and wouldn't let me turn on the television at all.
It was probably for the best, I saw almost no media coverage of it until much, much later.
The other odd thing is that my husband and I were in downtown Manhattan two days before. It was a beautiful afternoon and we thought about going up in the towers. We decided it could wait for another time.
Since the school was in NY, several of my classmates were from the city, and several were directly affected by the events. I myself was in the city just a week earlier.
At some point later in the day I talked with my Mom on the phone. She said that her, my Dad, and Dave were together watching the news and asked if I wanted to come down. I've always regretted not going. I'm not sure why I didn't make the hour drive. I lived alone at that time and stayed in my apartment the rest of the day. I wish I would have been with my family.
I didn't know anyone personally who was in the buildings or really even anyone in New York at the time, but I do remember that I called Jim in England (not even my fiance yet) just to hear his voice. And my dad (who lives in Iowa) called. He never calls, we rarely speak, but he wanted me to know that he was thinking about me and to say he loves me.
I remember wanting to say "I love you", with more purpose like that.
I always listen to The Score 670AM on my way to work. My show, Boers and Bernstein, used to be on from 8 a.m. until noon. While I was listening, they mentioned that a plane hit the WTC, but assumed it was a small plane. Pilot error or something insignificant. A few minutes later they mentioned that CBS was assuming control of the station, and that something much larger was happening.
When I reached the office, I pulled up the Chicago Tribune online. Our executive director had someone bring in a television and everyone watched the day's events unfold. Very surreal thinking back.
I have a cousin who flies for United, and he was on that day. I also had quite a few friends whose parents/relatives worked in downtown Chicago, and at that point, no one knew where they'd hit next. So, we sat in our lounge, watched tv, and worried and cried together.
I don't think the huge impact was apparent that day, but it became apparent soon after.
My managers had a little tv in their office and we saw the towers fall. I remember looking up in the sky the whole rest of the day thinking how weird and still everything was because there were no planes in the sky. The sky was rich blue and the clouds were white and fluffy, it seemed very peaceful and surreal. Driving home I was just looking around at all the cars and people and knowing that everyone must have been constantly thinking about the events of the day while in a perpetual state of shock.
That evening a group of us from our apartment building gathered in a circle in the parking lot and prayed together.
Like everyone, I'm sure, I'll remember that day vividly for the rest of my life.
Seeing the WTC on fire was the most surreal image I think I'd ever seen in my life. Until I actually saw the second tower get hit on live TV. I never dreamed I'd witness something like that, even if only on television.
The entire rest of the day, nobody really said much of anything. It was so quiet in the office, yet deathly quiet outside, what with all planes being grounded. I can't even describe what I was feeling that day. Sadness, helplessness, anger, a bizarre sense of patriotism, hatred...
A state of shock is really the only way I can think to describe 9-11-01. There are images in my head from that day that I will never get rid of.
Less than 24 hours before the first plane hit, we were flying out of New York City. My husband called me from work to tell me to turn on the news and I remember feeling so sad even when "only" the first plane had hit and it was thought to be "just" an accident. We had just been there!!
What's creepy is that my husband and oldest son, then 5, were looking out of the window of the plane trying to identify buildings in the Manhattan skyline. After finding the Empire State, my husband was kind of stumped. But then he pointed out the Twin Towers and gave a way too long, way too age inappropriate lecture to my son about the importance of the World Trade Center. Now 12, my son still remembers that conversation vividly.
Understanding that a plane from New York bound for the midwest was not the route targeted by the terroists, it was still impossible not to feel like we were extremely and inexplicably lucky and had escaped a tragedy.
My son was back to kindergarten that morning. As subsequent planes hit, I felt an urgent need to have all of my family nearby. (My husband had already been evacuated from his state office building.) But my son's school had gone into lockdown and they wouldn't let me bring him home. That's a helpless feeling for sure.
In retrospect, my husband and I recall seeing two Arab men aboard our flight (we had to answer questions about the turbans). It's been reported that the terroists were scouting planes ahead of time. Could they have been on ours? Maybe. Was it just a couple of innocent men that had nothing to do with it? Probably.